Category: thoughts

  • *Sighhhhhhhh*….

    ~2007~ ~2009~

  • CSI: Cold Scene Investigation…..

    Is this what it has come down to?Taking photographs with my brand new camera of the nasty wads of used tissues, teabags and jar of Vapo Rub lying around the house.Yes.Because this is my current reality and sadly, the only thing occupying my time at the moment. My second week of Christmas Break began with…

  • My Winter WonderlaaaaAAAAGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

    Thanks to having the most wonderful and understanding employers in the entire world, I have all of Christmas Break off of work. Two full weeks of relaxing, rejuvenating, therapeutic……Oh,…..wait, I forgot. My kids aren’t going to be in school….My three year old won’t be with my mother all day….For TWO WHOLE weeks!And thanks to two…

  • Are you there, Blog? it’s me, Kalurah…

    It’s been brought to my attention by many that I have not been keeping up with my blog too well, these days. I wish I could say that it’s because I’ve just been too busy. But that just isn’t the honest to goodness truth.I fear that I have fallen out of love with my blog,…

  • Signs you were in the hospital TOO long…

    You dial 9 first, before calling your mother.Even though you’re using your home phone.From home.You catch your son “placing an IV” on his brother, during bathtime.Using a medicine dropper and small plastic soda bottle.“2 liters of Johnson’s Baby Wash, STAT!!!” You write down every movement your child has throughout the day.Except, you write it on…

  • I’ll love you forever…

    My little guy….what a trooper.After missing a whole week of school, (after only the second week of the school year)he goes back today. I hope he does alright. The doctor has him pumped full of so many medications right now, one of which includes Cortisone, that I worry he will be a bit loopy during…

  • shallow breathing…

    It’s dark. It’s quiet. The alarms have finally shut off and the only sound in the room is the hollow echo of my sweet boy’s painful breaths. We’re back here again. I’ve grown quite used to the signs at this point. Short, shallow breaths, coughing, wheezing, and watching what looks like his tiny heart try…

  • Reconnect….

  • Retooling…

    This pattern-writing business is tricky stuff! I’ve been tweaking here and tweaking there, and I think I finally have the pattern where I want it. After 4 hours of counting stitches, unraveling and RE-counting stitches, jotting down this, scratching out that…. And let me just add, if you are working on a pattern that requires…

  • You know the romance is gone…

    when he whispers, “I bought you something.”And it turns out to be a plier set and a new toilet plunger.